Heavy murk clinging to my weary soul, my heart cracked a little

by PicsieChick on June 24, 2011

Macro photo of bee retreating from wild geranium. Feeling all but abandoned I reached out to my soul-sister, and I felt heard, drenched in Gratitude.
Gratitude drenched me…, originally uploaded by picsie.chick.

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today I stumbled
                        it was a day when my ego
                                                             was bruised
                                                                                when I felt all but abandoned

today I forgot about Gratitude

          only now
                        as I look back on the heavy murk
                                                              I plodded through
                                                                                      clinging still to my weary soul
                                                              do I see what I did

in my inability
           to be open
                   to let Gratitude
                                        and Beauty fill me
my heart cracked just a little

and in that moment of forgetting
                                            I did the next best thing

I called out
                 to my soul-sister

                                                            she is a gem, this one
                                       full of wonder
                             grace
            experience
opinion

and she heard me
                            she really heard me

                            I felt heard
                     seen
        validated
the full rich opposite of abandoned
        in the deep abiding way
                                                that a soul-sister can deliver

her words crept through the cracks
                    that my soul had just barely formed
                                        before they could begin to heal over

                                                        they reached in
                                          breathing space
                            dancing light
                pouring Beauty into that tiny break
until it burst open

                                                    and Gratitude drenched me

thank you, soul-sister
                                we will speak again soon
                                                                    under the watchful eye of the Infinite
                                plotting the release of
Beauty unstoppable

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wholly jeanne June 24, 2011 at 3:35 pm

oh my goodness gracious. teresa, this is, well, i just don’t even know what to say. it’s so much better than any plaque hanging on my wall. it’s like a parade or, well, i just don’t know. but it sure makes me smile – and my mouth isn’t even getting tired! thank you so much. thank you for skyping yesterday. thank you for this post. thank you for putting beauty in the world every. single. day. xo
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